I'm out of here.

Probably going to make my own web site.

So my computer died, i had to get a new hard drive and video card, transfer everything to the new drive and format the old one. In addition, when i re-installed all my hardware, my ethernet card was causing serious errors to my OS. but long story short, i have no internet for a while at home. This sucks for two reasons. The first is that it means that after i finish my homework, i will be bored to shit. The second reason is that I cant upload any of my work to deviantart, which is too bad, since i have some really kick ass photography to show, in addition to some more WIPs of the cuttlefish.

In addition to that, I recieved my supply list from the school of visual arts. Some of the materials that they're requesting is... pretty pricy, but regardless, i seriously love the courses that i'll be taking. I have 6 instructors in 5 different classes:

-Life drawing
-Concepts and Design
-Drawing On Location
-Inking
-Workshop

which means that i'll be pretty fucking busy for the month i'll be there. So much for coming home on the weekends to visit with Sarah. Additionally, i'll be having my own room (or so i'm applying for [and will probably get because of the two saturday semesters]), which makes me happy because it guarantees me silence and the comfort in knowing that i can snore in bed and stay up till 3:30 am reading or drawing and listening to music.

What else....

I'm reading 100 years of solitude, and realizing that i'd love to re-read it in spanish. I love the way that Marquez writes, with his strange and fanciful but somehow believable style. It's a book that shines with vividity, and truly gives you a sense of real charachters. I'd love to make a graphic novel version of it, although it would be rather difficult to take 400 pages of novel and compress it into graphic form... hmm... 800 page comic book anybody?

Maybe someday.

I cant decide whether it will be my photo account or my visual arts stuff account.

I'd just like to say one thing.....


...Search is dead, i chopped off his head,
It's rolling on the floor, it want to be fed.
The blood keeps on bleeding, it's color is red.
It's getting late so i'll go off to bed.


New account is coming. I'm getting tired of spelling out honestbrutality to everyone.

Now, since search is dead, i need people to give me new words so i can compile a list. Think of words that are not trite, that look good, and that sound good when said out loud. Words not commonly used in every day language (for example, i'm thinking of using axiom since it was the name of this year's lit mag and it's a damned sexy word to write AND say. Saying that word is the equivalent of masturbating with one's vochal chords (no perverted comments/thoughts, please). It just SOUNDS hot. But anyways, if you know my style, knkow what kind of shit i like... Know that i'm waiting religiously for the next issue of juxtapoz magazine to enter the grip of my dirty little monkey fingers.... You know what kind of words i'm looking for.

On a final note, winner will not be announced.

And this time, i'm sorry, my deviantart buddies.
But it's total secrecy.

Getting arrested by paranoid cops who think i'm trying to sell drugs to their oh-so-innocent 14 year olds (who have crazy fucking drug/sex/alcohol parties) is not my idea of a good time.

It's WAY too late to be writing an entry like this. Goodnight buttfaces.

...does anyone have a copy of Photoshop CS or CS2 which they could burn me?


I'd really like to be able to edit 16 or 32 bit RAW files and do auto color matching for series. Trying to make New York City's gates all appear as the same shade of bright orange took me hours, and didnt turn out as well as i wanted it to.

Also, free canvas would be nice. Or some oils that you dont want anymore... hrm.... spray paint/caps... Really good magnum 44 (or any other kind of xylene) markers... A not so badly scratched up drawing board... Postal mailing labels... A silk screening kit? A winning lottery ticket?

Actually, just the last one will do....

But seriously. Seeing as how I am currently not allowed to get a job, and my summer courses at SVA are rushing up to meet me at 50 bajillion miles an hour, some free stuff would be kick ass. In the meantime, i have to get back to drawing at least 3 or four times a day. I've been getting complacent and rusty and sitting in front of THIS semi-idiot box instead of the old idiot box....

I watched the motorcycle diaries with Sarah tonight. It's a very very pretty movie which i reccomend to anyone. Beautifully filmed, well acted, and well written, too. It's like a documentary, but with a LOT of spice and drama and all that goodness, and shows alot about Guevara's charachter. Plus It's made me want to travel across south america on a beat up, shitty as motorcycle and start a communist revolution throught latin america....

...ahem....

But anyways, ellipses (and their four lettered friends) aside, It's nearly midnight, i want to finish dark tower VI so i can get onto VII, the last book in the series. Almost there!